so go ahead and assume.
thanks for nothing.
just go ahead and assume that everything i say refers back to him.
maybe it hasn't occurred that maybe i can have someone else.
thank maybe i can move on.
you just go ahead and assume that what i write in my post is for him and create a whole load of trouble for nothing.
thanks yeah.
thanks for making me feel like i'm incapable of moving on.
like i'm useless.

maybe what you all can't see is that this is MY blog.
and i know who i write things for.
so he only came over once.
just to sleep.
so now its an offence for a friend to come over?
who are you to say and judge?
i dare say i'm disappointed.
if you say that you don't know anything about me.
and that you want to help me.
i put my feelings on this blog.
and instead of asking me about to now whats going on.
you just go and assume.

make a fool out of yourself.
see if i have the energy to bother or not.
i try to be a friend and ask you if you're alright.
IT TAKES TWO FUCKING HANDS TO CLAP.
maybe its time you get it in your hands.
its ok if i don't have you as a friend.
i have others that i can count on.
no matter what.
but you just disappoint me for the fact that you don't trust me enough to come and talk about it.
and now i don't feel that i can trust to the extent i used to trust anymore.


thank you mr fix-it!
thank you.

and i know that the smell on the sweater is gone!
haha.
monday alright?
when i see you.
bring the sweater.
it can keep me warm when we're fixing our laptops!
and get nice handphone covers.
and don't forget all our little secrets.